Twilight at the Gate
Sunset
The dogs barked.
And there he stood at the gate
Like magic
Grey hair and older
His eyes still the same colour
When he laughed
Or told a story
I could see him there inside
Like yesterday
Younger and full of it
When I could stand close and hear his breathing in the dark
But for six feet I could be there again
His heart next to mine
Such a long way six feet
Decades in the measure
Common sense standing at the gate
Saying,
"This way is folly.
The wind sings wicked here
The sound of songs should sound of breaking glass and hearts to you.
Go home to your responsibilities and leave this place."
And yet I measure the distance between the here and there
Consider the possibilities looking for any purchase.
Measuring the joy with the peril.
Distance measured in years of loss and regret
Refugees in our on skin
No home till the moment
You once again stand at my gate singing ...
"We're on our way home."
Who could after all this time
After all those years of being true and honorable to our responsibilities?
Deny us the last rays of this sunset. *
****
But for Three Words
Sunset
The dogs barked.
And there he stood at the gate
Grey hair and older
His eyes still the same colour
When he laughed
Or told a story
I could see him there inside
Like yesterday
Younger and full of it
When I could stand close and hear his breathing in the dark
But for 12 inches I could be there again
His heart next to mine
Such a long way 12 inches
Decades in the measure
Common sense standing at the gate
Saying,
"This way is folly.
The wind sings wicked here
The sound of songs should sound of breaking glass and hearts to you.
Go home to your responsibilities and leave this place."
And yet we measure the distance between the here and there
Consider the possibilities looking for any purchase.
Measuring the joy with the peril.
Distance measured in years of loss and regret
Refugees in our on skin
No home till the moment
You once again stand at my gate singing ...
"Were on our way home."
Who could after all this time
After all those years of being true and honorable to our responsibilities?
Deny us the last rays of this sunset. *
But for three words.
*****
My Right Toe of Ann is inflamed.
I just went out in the yard and got red ants on my Tao.
Kind of pizzed them off so they bit it.
Tomorrow? I'm going to explore the Tao of Amdro..
Stings like heck.
May the force ( of Amdro) be with you.
Author Ann
****
So I took a walk just to clear my head.
It didn't help.
I made a list of the pros and cons.
I tossed the list.
I waited on the side of the road for enlightenment.
But in the end all I got was a numb butt.
I did what my mama always says a person should do in this situation.
I stayed out of trouble, stayed home, and cleaned something.
Sure enough I had something to show for my time spent only I didn't have an answer.
A clean closet?
Yes
An answer.
Nada
I watched The Devil Wears Prada and Because I Said So
It was entertaining and got my mind off of it for a bit
But still?
Nothing.
Then I did what I should have done in the first place.
I wrote about it on the internet.
I asked complete strangers what I should do.
Put the comments in the "on" but hidden mode.
Then I took another walk because it really was lovely outside.
I waited for the answer.
****
" You know " said the Walrus as he looked ahead,
"The worst of life is this awful dread.
But once you get around it.
Put it out of your head.
It's all smooth sailing...."
..
"Fingers fly on strings
Notes fly on a spring breeze-.
A string breaks mid song."
Notes fly on a spring breeze-.
A string breaks mid song."
Author Ann
1/3/09
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^^^^
My Bonnie Nell has wings.
She's flying through the air
My Bonnie Nell flies through the night
Without a want of care
Through silver seas she's flying
Her joy can't be contanted
Her sails they dance among the stars
The Moon? She calls her name.
from the Voyage of the Bonnie Nell
June 17, 2009
Author Ann
All rights reserved by the author.
*****
pause. I found this cover of a Simon and Garfunkle song.
.
At the end of the road.
Two steps past the Budweiser can.
She does the Dance of the Free
Behind the Deadend road sign.
And next to that patch of Shasta Daisies going to seed
The one with the beginnings of those new yellow flowers that look like Coreopsis next to it
Just two steps further
Freedom
.
3 years, 11 months, 2 weeks, 6 days, 8 hours, 45 minutes, and assorted seconds ago.
When two steps past the door seemed like miles?
She had no idea what two steps past that dead end sign looked like
Now she does.
On short walks.
Then longer walks
Then hikes
In the sun, the heat and the rain,
Just so she could find out what was two steps farther.
________________
He told her she could go further than that if she wanted.
It took a while for her to believe him
Then one day she did
Believe him
So she did.
Walk two steps more
Then two more after
To the end of the other road.
And then back pretty quick because the ligtht there was so bright.
And the freedom was so much.
It kind of scared her.
Like the Mockingbird she saw flying out of the nest one morning
The baby one that was fledging
The first flight where intuition took that bird futher than it's mind had gone.
Faith.
Flying higher and higher,
Then nearly falling when it realized where it'd gone to.
A bumblebee who'd just been told that by all the laws in science?
It shouldn't fly
So it makes a beeline back to the nest
To sort it all out
-------------------
He was right.
Just two steps further.
Just two steps further than what the map said was a dead end?
Wasn't a dead end at all.
It was a beginning.
*****
Hey ya.
Hey yah, yah, yo
You should see me race
You should watch me go
I got the fastest boat that you'll ever know
Singing hey yah, hey yah, yo
When I was born
The Doc looked at me
He said this one was born to sail the seas
She's got a mind that strong
And a heart that's free
Sing hey yah, hey yah, yo.
Sing hey ya
Hey yah, yah, yo
You should see me race
You should watch me go
I got the fastest boat and crew you know
We sing hey yah, hey yah, yo.
Sing hey yah
Hey yah, yah, yo
You should see me race
You should watch me go
I got the fastest boat
We go, go, go.
Sing hey yah, hey yah, yo
On the river
Or over the sea
Any kind of water don't matter to me
I got angel wings. I'm sailing free.
Sing hey yah, hey yah, yo
Sing hey yah
Hey yah, yah, yo
You should see us race
You should watch us go
We got the fastest boats.
That you'll every know
Sing hey yah, hey yah yo
Sing hey yah, go, go, go...
Lyrics and melody by AuthorAnn c 2009 all rights reserved.
***
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When beavers get old do they all turn into cougars?
well?
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