Well it's Valentine's week. Make money florists, jewelers, and gift shop emporiums. I'll be hiding in my VD gunk hole. Avoiding all the haves in love and the have not in love unhappy about it.
I just want a bit of peace.
The stupid thing is that I still expect that some miracle will happen and Irish Dave or Newt will show up. How lovely to have that reunion. Happy.
But I'm not thinking that will happen.
Optimistic I going to say that this year will be different. This year I will see them again.
I'll get the hug and hear them.
Like energy of a thousand suns and yet as gentle a the fall a single snow flake.
Most days I don't cry but then there are pain days where every effort isn't quite enough..
10 million fireflies ,,,