Sometimes I think that it would be so much easier to be a guy.
I hate the waiting.
Once I decided to stop the insanity and asked the guy out.
He accepted and cooked a really impressive dinner for us.
There was no chemistry.
I was lucky that he didn't laugh when I asked him out.
It wasn't the rejection that worried me.
It was that he would laugh at me or think that I was weird because I asked him out.
Shouldn't have mattered
but it did.
So should I call this person who I haven't heard from in years and years?
Or should I not.